Struggle through marriage 💙

Do you believe in destiny? Do you think that everything happens with a reason?

I don’t know what to belive anymore 😅 I still want to hope that everything happens with a reason…. But us, humans always have to choose, what we eat, what we wear, what to say, with whom to meet, what to respect and what not, what to drink and so on…

So one decision takes to another one…

What to do when the person that you love doesn’t seem so interested in you anymore? 🙄 I have tried to speak, I have given him time, and focus on the baby boy we have and different things, but cannot do it anymore😔 I just need him to spend some time with me in this busy and fast life, I want to feel him close to me and I have spoken with him about how I feel and hoped something would change, but unfortunately it didn’t, I want to understand what goes in his mind, what to do and how to go together through this. Nothing seems to work… Honestly don’t know what to do anymore. At this point I am not speaking with him anymore, because I got tired to be ignored😔 of course he is not trying to make me feel better, he continues to ignore me and he wants to show me that he is the one upset… For sure hoping that when I see him upset I will be the one who tries to make amends… He did it in the past many times, and I have fallen for that and he made me feel guilty that I started the tensions by speaking and saying what I miss and what I need, however it is always about him, every time I try to speak and sortthings out, either he ignores me, either he makes the whole discussion about him and his needs…

So I am thinking and asking myself, where I stand?… What did I do wrong… What to do next, and how can I manage to put myself on the first place without needing “approval” or “confirmation” from my husband…

Need to learn how to love myself without seeking for someone else’s love… 💙❤️💙

Published by Alina Frincu

I am an enthusiastic and optimistic person, and love to listen and when I am asked to, to give my opinions (to friends I say what I think without asking😜)

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