Why do we need to be the same as someone else, for example why if X has done or have something, we want it as well, or we want even more than X or Y…. I understand to have “idols or heros” that you wish to follow, but what I do not understand is jealousy…
Sometimes it happens between friends, where it should only be friendship and love between them, not envy… That is happening I guess because it is not true friendship or just because one wants the same or more than the other… Hmmm difficult… Sad in the same time when you see in your “friends” eyes the sadness or how to call it, the disappointment when you tell them your “good news” and you can just feel the “great” that comes out from their mouth and feel it how cold it is and just makes you sad, but thought you do want their friendship, that moments take you away from them…
I just wish the people I am surrounded by to be real and to be honest and just happy for my accomplishments in the same way I am when they have accomplishments of their own♥️
