my testimony

I used to be very strong and active I was able to easily do 100 pushups in one minute and rid my bicycle for hours, but now I’m not able to even do one pushup. Or I cant ride a bicycle at all. These are subjects that when I think about I feel depressed and unhappy, I few times tried to end my life with taking medication, but I learned that I’m here for a reason and I’m not in a place to decide I don’t want to live no more . I still need to see my therapist every week but I’m doing a lot better , I also have an important surgery coming up a cornea transplant in May2027. My doctor told my I maybe be able to see with my blind eye again. I feel so happy that I have a small chance to get my left eye vision back.