Today I had a rough day from the day, because of waking up super early before work so I’m up since 2:30 Am and now it is Almost 7 pm.
I was so tired that on the way I was praying to the Lord; that I hate this life, please end it I can’t take it any more, but when I got home, I saw a short video online about a young homeless man who was so grateful for what he had. And even if he had no worldly things or physical comfort he was doing everything to help people in need, that was when I slept myself and I said Ali you ungrateful shit. God literally saved your life from an impossible situation, now you are able to walk and talk, you still have one eye, you are even able to drive back and forth to work. and you live under a roof. Why are you being so ungrateful? We always get our health and happiness as it is granted, but we don’t know what is going to happen one second later. So let’s love each other and be kind to everyone. Please be to weaker people, they are not acting disabled because they want attention, they are already dealing with their weakness, you don’t add emotional damage to it.
Monday February 2nd 2026
I was able to wake up around 4Am and go to work today, it was freezing and my car heater didn’t want to blow hot air. I’m starting my day really rough today, I was so tired that I didn’t stop to get gas on my way, hopefully I’ll make it back home later when I get off work. If it wasn’t because of my passion for the kids I would have quit this job a long time ago. But I care for them so much I can’t bring myself to quit.
Tuesday February 3rd 2026
Today I’m staying home to rest since I’m overwhelmed from work. It’s kind of risky for me to stay home, because,I start shopping when I’m bored. I started reading the Bible a little and came here to write for you guys. The Bible book I read was about Joseph some of jacob it’s a really interesting story about a kid who was sold by his brother as a slave and how he became the second most powerful person in Egypt just because the Lord blessed him. I love to read bible stories, they are real superhero stories to me.
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